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January 25, 2016

UK: The Online World Is Scary But I Won’t Let It Stop Me

michelleJust before Christmas during a planned break from blogging, I happened to be checking my blog for something a client had asked for. As I logged in, I noticed a comment that required moderation on my little used review blog. It’s practically retired now, but it has a few hundred posts on it, mostly from 2010-2013. I wasn’t too excited to see the comment there, but nevertheless I went over to check it out. As I read, my heart started to race, I felt physically sick and the colour drained from my face.

It was every blogger’s worst nightmare, a troll and not even just an abusive troll, but one that was talking sexually about my young daughters. The comment was disgusting – needless to say, I won’t be repeating it here. The post was from 2011 when my twin girls were 4 years old and they were wearing swimwear. They were fully covered and there was nothing provocative about their poses but that was not enough to distract this person. I deleted the comment and the blog post and tried to forget it.

Roll forward a couple of weeks, and again I noticed there were comments to moderate. This time there were three of them, all on different posts featuring my girls. The girls were fully dressed in these posts and in two you could only see a tiny fraction of them, but it was enough to have sparked the imagination of this person. This time I showed my husband and we were dismayed to see that in the last comment the person had used the real name of one of our daughters (something I do not use on the blog).

This was of course a red flag to us and I called the police to report the abuse. Stupidly, I had been allowing anonymous comments on my Blogger blog and there was no way of tracking where the comments had come from. I quickly rectified this and installed software to track my visitors, and also tightened up the commenting system. Of course there have not been any more comments, as this person will not want to find themselves identified.

It’s hard to put this incident aside, though. The fact that this person knew our daughter’s name concerns us greatly and we have had to inform our community and local people so all of our children (and theirs) are watched more closely. We have many new rules and safeguards in place and we’ve talked to the girls again about stranger danger and being wary of trusting people that we do not know.

It’s so sad that we don’t live in a world where the girls can be completely free to explore the amazing environment they live within but it is imperative to find that balance between being safe and having some freedom and independence.

A knowledgeable friend assures me that it is unlikely to be a pedophile who wrote the comments as they tend to be very clever and secretive about their intentions and desires. It is more likely to be someone who knows me and has a gripe with me. I could send myself crazy trying to figure out who it is, so to be frank I have given up doing so and will place my trust in God to keep all my family safe.

For a week or so after discovering the comments, I just wanted to delete my blogs and run away and hide. But I realised that all the pictures I have ever placed on the web could have been downloaded, moved elsewhere or still be there cached. It was too late, my family and I were out there and I’d always known that someone, somewhere could have seen my children and had inappropriate thoughts, but until they came into my world it didn’t seem real or an issue.

I’ve decided that I will keep blogging, that I must keep blogging. I have a prominent voice and many messages that I feel tasked to spread. It would be wrong if someone sick could use their evil influence to undo all the good my blogs have done. All the women who have contacted me over the years saying they appreciate my honesty and my posts about miscarriage, overeating, imperfect parenting, bullying and so many other tough subjects would be left without the resource I have provided.

The outcome of this terrible incident has actually been that I’ve started a new blog, Progress Not Perfection where I will continue to be totally honest. It probably won’t become anywhere near as popular as my regular blog, and I don’t expect it to rank at number one like Mummy for the Heart does but that is OK as success can attract the kind of comments I never want to see again. Sadly Mummy from the Heart and my reviews blog Honest Mummy Reviews feel tainted and kind of dirty. They’ll still keep going as that is where I earn an income but much of the joy has disappeared.

At the moment I won’t be placing many more pictures of my children on my blogs but who knows, it might change with time. I’m still processing it all. I just felt compelled to share this sad tale with you as a reminder of what can happen online. Stay alert, be aware that not everyone is good, and protect your children with whatever safeguards are necessary. They are our number one priority after all.

Have you ever had any nasty experiences online? How do you safeguard yourself and your family in your online world?

This is an original post to World Moms Blog by Michelle Pannell of the United Kingdom. Photo credit to the author.

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Michelle Pannell

Michelle’s tales of everyday life and imperfect parenting of a 13-year-old boy and 9-year-old twin girls and her positive Christian outlook on life have made her name known in the UK parenting blogosphere. Her blog, Mummy from the Heart, has struck a chord with and is read by thousands of women across the world. Michelle loves life and enjoys keeping it simple. Time with her family, friends and God are what make her happiest, along with a spot of blogging and tweeting, too! Michelle readily left behind the corporate arena but draws on her 25 years of career experience from the fields of hotel, recruitment and HR management in her current voluntary roles at a school, Christian conference centre, night shelter and food bank. As a ONE ambassador, in 2012 Michelle was selected to travel on a delegation to Ethiopia with the organisation to report on global poverty and health. Then in 2014 she was invited to Washington, DC, where she attended the AYA Summit for girls and women worldwide. When asked about her ambassadorship with the ONE Campaign, she stated, "I feel humbled to be able to act as an advocate and campaigner for those living in poverty."

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  1. Maman Aya says

    January 25, 2016 at 8:18 am

    This is so frightening Michelle. I am often worried about posting even to Facebook, but have put strong privacy measures in place. But in order to have a successful blog, you can’t put any privacy measures in place. You want to share with the world, so it would defeat the purpose. Hopefully your friend is right, and it is just someone who is upset with you, and it will drop now that you put stronger commenting security on your blog. Good luck!

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 25, 2016 at 5:07 pm

      Thanks so much for your kind comment. Yes I pray that they have gone away. Mich x

      Reply
  2. Donna @ Little Lilypad Co says

    January 25, 2016 at 5:13 pm

    Oh Michelle, I do know how much this affected you, as it would any parent and I have always been fearful of sharing too many images of my girls but in recent years I have become a little more relaxed but you have reminded me of the pitfalls and I am thankful for this timely reminder.

    You HAVE to keep blogging, you cannot allow a troll to take away your voice.

    Much love x

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 26, 2016 at 4:45 pm

      Always good to have that reminder, so we can reassess and be conscious of what we are sharing. Mich x

      Reply
  3. Helen @actuallymummy says

    January 25, 2016 at 5:28 pm

    Nothing yet Mich, but as I get more open about my kids, and with my daughter now starting her own blog and youtube channel I am very wary going forward about this kind of thing. Horrible for you, but I’m so glad you’re continuing to blog x

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 26, 2016 at 4:47 pm

      It is so scary Helen but I feel strongly we cannot just bow down and never share again. Mich x

      Reply
  4. Emma says

    January 26, 2016 at 7:39 am

    So scary, it makes me very nervous about the world our children are growing up in.

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 26, 2016 at 4:48 pm

      Yes, I can’t begin to imagine what horrors there might be in years to come Emma. Mich x

      Reply
  5. Steph says

    January 26, 2016 at 11:56 am

    Oh my word that’s horrible. And gross to think it could have been someone you know. I had someone troll my old blog once but it was nothing like what’s happened to you xx

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 31, 2016 at 5:34 pm

      Yes really scary to think that I might know this sick person.

      Reply
  6. Cass@frugalfamily says

    January 27, 2016 at 4:51 am

    It is so scary Michelle and I completely understand how you feel but at the same time, Mummy From the Heart is an amazing blog and you’ve made it amazing.

    Please don’t let some idiots take that joy away x x

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 31, 2016 at 5:33 pm

      Thank you Cass, I still get that sick feeling when I see some comments need moderating sadly!

      Reply
  7. Sarah | Boo Roo and Tigger Too says

    January 27, 2016 at 5:11 am

    Huge hugs, what a horrible ordeal for you to have gone through. I’m pleased to hear that this isn’t going to stop you blogging and that you have started a new site which I’m sure in time will attract just as many readers if not more than Mummy From The Heart. You have a beautiful, honest voice and it needs to be heard x

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 31, 2016 at 5:29 pm

      Thank you Sarah, what a kind thing to say. x

      Reply
  8. Sarah MumofThree World says

    January 27, 2016 at 6:14 am

    What an awful thing to happen! I can just imagine how sick you must have felt. It’s scary that they knew your daughter’s name. I have never used recognisable pictures of my kids on my blog, but I’m one of very few bloggers who do that. It means my photos aren’t as pretty as other people’s, but it makes me feel that they are safer.
    Good for you for carrying on with blogging, despite this. You have a powerful voice and it’s important that you keep on using it!

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    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      January 27, 2016 at 4:31 pm

      I can certainly see the attraction now of not having shared their faces Sarah, this was the issue of me having started a blog for just family and then it took off and I hadn’t really thought it all through 8 years ago. Mich x

      Reply
  9. Jennifer Burden says

    February 9, 2016 at 10:02 pm

    Michelle,

    Thank you for sharing your story with us. Keep up the good work. I’m glad that you are not giving up writing because you are great.

    Big hugs!!!

    Jen 🙂

    Reply
    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      February 11, 2016 at 12:58 pm

      Thank you Jen, it was certainly scary and has made me reassess some things. Mich x

      Reply
  10. Rosalind Haywood says

    April 6, 2016 at 5:41 am

    I love your blog Mitch. I find your words up lifting and informative.
    I am so sorry that you have had such a nasty experience.

    Reply
    • Michelle Twin Mum says

      April 13, 2016 at 5:33 pm

      Thank you so much Rosalind, that is really encouraging. Mich x

      Reply

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